I’m Sorry…
Well…at
least that is what I want to say after that ponderous love letter that I have
posted earlier. Say what you want but I have no excuse for that other than I
wrote such letter halfheartedly with great haste just to post something for our
Monthsary regardless of its effects or meaning to you…
Anyway… I
do see my mistakes from my past post and here is another one to mend the dilemma.
So here it
is...
"An Open Love letter for the Girl of my dreams."
Hi Babe,
I always wondered you know? How I
got so lucky. I mean did it inadvertently happen that a woman like you would
love me back? How did an amazing Woman
like you return the love that I have always wanted from another person? I
really never expected that a Woman like you would in a million years love
someone like me. I mean I’m not perfect, I have plenty of flaws and I am far
from what you call a good and kind hearted person, I am just an ordinary person
living my life to survive this cruel world that we live in and I never expected
anything in return so I try to go by and to act as if life is good even though
there are plenty of challenges out there that are thrown at me.
So imagine my surprise when you
arrived in my life. Maybe I really just got lucky that we have a mutual friend
and because of that friend I had a chance to meet you or maybe it was just
fate. Who knows right? What is important to me anyway is the day that I met you
for the first time ever. I still remember what you were wearing that time, how
you fixed your hair, the way that you looked at me when we were at that French restaurant.
The awkward first meeting that we had which is really quite unforgettable
because I wouldn’t lie. It was a disaster.
This is
quite funny actually because now that we are together we are just laughing
those unforgettable moments away. I always wondered you know why you gave me
two more chances. I mean that first date with you was really a disaster, me
with my weird questions and you looking at me as if I’m the weirdest person
that you have ever met, but I didn’t care because the first time I saw and met
you I fell head over heels in love with you.
How could I
not with those beautiful eyes of yours, those captivating or mesmerizing eyes
of yours that would catch any heart that it glanced into. They are as perfect
as you are.
Thank you
babe for coming into my life and making it a better place. Thank you for being
there with me through any challenges that life would throw at me. Thank you for
trusting me with your heart, especially because I know how fragile it is. Thank
you for taking a chance with me and accepting my flaws. Thank you for opening
your arms to me when I needed them the most. Thank you
for being here and never giving up on us. Thank you for always being willing to
talk things out and being understanding. Thank you for putting up with my
random bursts of energy as well as the days I don’t want to get out of bed.
Thank you for helping me make sense of all of the things I can’t understand.
It’s
amazing actually that you have become more than just my girlfriend and more
than just any girl. You have become my best friend and most of all my shoulder
to cry on. You are one of the few people I can really depend on and for that I
am most Thankful. You truly are a blessing in my eyes and I am so thankful for
you and all that you do. I could never ask for anyone better than you, nor
would ever want to.
I promise
babe to always keep your happiness and well-being in mind. I promise to always
be there for you in a time of need. I promise you my love that I will do my
best to always turn every frown of yours into a smile and every cry into a
laugh. I promise I will never betray you and treasure your trust with all my
heart. I promise to never treat you anything less than royalty. I promise to
always remind you of how beautiful you are and how perfect you are each and
everyday, and every chance that I get. I promise to flirt with you even after
months and months of dating and I promise that I will always ask you out on
dates and to make you feel special every day because that is what you deserve.
I promise to always try my best and to never give up on you.
I promise to love you enough for the
both of us when you’re at your worst. I know how challenging your
life is right now, with your responsibilities at the hospital and your duties
that you need to accomplish and I just want you to know how proud I am of you. I
promise to love you when you’re at your best. I promise
to love you when nothing makes sense and to love you when everything does. I
promise to protect you from the world when you’re vulnerable. I promise to be
there for you when you can’t get out of bed.
I promise to love you even if your
hair is a mess (sometimes after duty ) and even without make up. I promise to love you when your hair is done and your face is
full of fresh makeup. I promise to love you when you’re in sweatpants and a
sweatshirt and when you’re in jeans and a nice shirt. I promise to love you
even when I’m mad at you, when we’re fighting and when I’m upset with you. I
promise to love you when we’re at a good and bad place in our
relationship. I promise to love you through everything and anything the world
throws at us. I promise all of this and so much more, to you, forever and always.
Please don’t get jealous anymore of
posts about my car because you know that you’re more important than an inanimate
object. I love you more and more as time goes by and will always do.
Don’t be sad anymore… I’m always here
for you…you know that right? Always…
Love,
Your Boyfriend (Nesty)
