NO ONE CARES.

NO ONE CARES

               I haven't written anything for a while now and most probably no one even noticed.
I know that not a lot of people would read my posts but who cares right? I'm still going to do it anyway because I want to.

So here we go.

   A lot has happened since my last post. I got a job, My Dad survived his heart operation, I finished my finals for the semester in law school, I cleaned up my room and my computer set up but pretty much to summarise all of it Shit still happens in my life and i do my best to survive against all the challenges thrown at me. I guess you could say i'm just happy to be alive and kicking right now.

 Anyway I recently had this realisation in life and it's not really nice. I got to a conclusion that no body really cares about you nor anyone but themselves. Yeah it's pretty straight forward and some might even say that it's pretty rude... i know...but after all the things that has happened there's really no other conclusion to get to. Yes you can say and others might also say that yours truly is no different but i think that that's just human nature.

 People survive, people eat, people love and they reproduce that's the meaning of life and to do just that people need to survive. I know a lot of people might hate robbers, criminals stealing money but they do those things just to survive ( here in my country anyway) you see the main element in those things? SURVIVE. It's the root of all things in life.

 I know some might say that I really am not the one you should be reading about those things but if you're still interested then read on... no one's stopping you and this post would be pretty quick since I'm not really a great writer nor you could say that I AM a writer. I'm just a boy in front of his computer typing his feelings away. typing his anxieties away.

So you might ask? what is the point of this post. Well you see it's about SURVIVAL. If you would read back to the first part of this post you might see that I stated that i recently got a job. It's not really a hard job per se it really just eats a lot of my time but the HR is pretty nice and the bosses are pretty cool also so I have nothing against those people. I would just like to come back to my realisation.

You see one day like last last week while commuting home and walking pretty far just to take a damn bus home I thought to myself while looking around me that there are plenty of people also trying to walk to the bus stop to go home and i though why is that? what is the point of all of these. Yes you could say it's about money, you could say that these people are working hard commuting back to their homes and will probably do all of it tomorrow all over again. But why?

 You see people need money, money is used to buy goods and goods are needed to survive, you pay your bills, you pay the bank, you pay for food and you also pay for anything if there is any that you want to buy just for recreational purposes. Money. It's important i know. It's so important that most of the people in law school that i know would want to become a lawyer because it pays a decent salary, those people would go through hell in law school, study for the damn bar exam, pass it and eventually become a lawyer where they could get a decent salary. ALL OF THAT HARD WORK just to get a decent salary. MONEY it's the brother of SURVIVAL.

You see. I'm not a bad person, it's just that so much shit has happened that i'm afraid it changed the way i look at life. I used to be full of life, I used to be full of aspirations, full of promise. But life has given me so much challenges that it's sometimes hard to keep up.

You need money. Money is used to survive. Survival is the main point of life it's the root of everything. Some would say that you only need love, the people that say that are incompetent fools who are to naive to see what life is at its core. Some would also choose religion but how could a person pray if there is no food in his stomach. You are the only one that could solve all of that, your problems, your insecurities, it's all on you.

So stop crying, stop saying that life does not give a shit, stop saying that life is unfair because all of those things that you are complaining about are probably true. But ask yourself this... how old am I? you see you're here reading about my post and i congratulate you for living up to this point and surviving but things are not over yet and you need to do more and i know you can.

forget about your family, your parent's, your loved ones, your friends they're all the same as you just trying to survive in this fucked up world. If you're going to do something. Go do it. stop complaining, I know how you feel, I work, I go to law school and I'm trying to survive also.

As they say misery loves company. I'm here same as you. Life is rude, it's hard and you're probably sick of it. But hey I'm here and i'm feeling the same way. Let's survive together and let's move on with our lives.

We can do it.

I know we can.

Don't give up.