A Strong man...A Superhero... A father,,,

When Someone you love is in pain...

I'm here sitting...wondering...feeling helpless...alone...watching someone I truly love be in pain.
There is no other way to put this but. It sucks. One minute that important person is going through the day with a smile on their face and the next minute you see them in pain lying in bed and you are right there feeling helpless on what to do, feeling useless on a corner of a room clueless on what will happen, Praying that everything would be alright.

Nothing breaks my heart more than seeing that person who supported you all this time be in a state where you are unable to help them. It does. Doctors trying to help that person and there's nothing to do but to hope for the best and that everything will be alright. So it runs in your mind...that phrase...

Everything will be alright...

Everything will be fine...

God will provide...

Do not worry...

But you can't help sometimes but to think that there's a possibility that sometimes bad things would happen and when that idea pops up in your head you immediately push it away just to be positive. It's hard. It really is.

I want nothing more than to make everything alright again. I want to go back in time and prevent this awful thing from happening but... i can't... I'm just human... I'm no time traveler. Life can be unfair sometimes. There are criminals out there, bad people, corrupt politicians and drug lords that has a perfectly healthy body and here you see the person that you love who is a caring person, a God fearing person and an amazing father be in pain. A person that puts his family before himself. A person who makes sure that his family is alright and an amazing individual that makes sure that his family is comfortable providing them with whatever that he has even if he sacrifices everything.

A person who makes the world a better place... 

Life is unfair... but that's life...

As a kid i looked up upon him...I didn't say it to him personally but Ialways looked up to him...
I never ever saw him cry in my entire life but I'm sure he does because he's human just like you and me. But he doesn't show it. He doesn't show his tears because he wants to make his family feel that everything is alright and that there is always no problem. You see your parent's assuper heroes when you are you...and for me He is.

He's my superhero...

He is perhaps one of the strongest person that I know and I admired him so much. Even though I am sometimes a fool for being stuck up he was there supporting us, supporting me, supporting his family...

We can't protect our loved ones all the time from danger or sickness, but I know i couldstill help him deal with them...

So i promise...I'll be strong...I'll be strong like him...Because i know he doesn't want me to cry...
even though he knows I'm a big cry baby...

As a family... We are connected...

I will be supportive, helpful and understanding... He needs me, he needs his family as much as i, our family need him...

Life is rough, It sometimes suck but...as they say...

The night is darkest just before the dawn and the dawn is always coming.

I promise dad , we , your family promise you... We will hold your hand through all of this we all will..

God is here... He will make everything alright...

I love you. We love you